It's not the same any more. When 'Boxxy' first appeared the videos were great, and everybody's favourite imageboard loved her, and all, and then people thought she got stale, and the whole meme surrounding her was overplayed and she died out. Then she was quiet for a year or so (save for random anons sending her irl mail and stuff) and then she came back as Boxxy asking for donations to see her through her education, and that wasn't nice. Then she did a vid as Catie and spoke about 'Boxxy' and said how it was all an act and she was RPing for gaia and she then put makeup on and tried to do a Boxxy scene again and it just wasn't the same. It's like wrestling. It's good when you're a kid, but then somebody points out that it's rehearsed and whilst it's still quite good (if you like that sort of thing), it's just not quite the same.